How to Reset your Dopamine

Fasting is the quickest way to inter into a self reflective state. When we are on our phones, eating, snacking, smoking and drinking we are using our dopamine. Dopamine is given to us as a reward. Nature gifts us dopamine for accomplishing something. These things that we do to release dopamine require no effort on our end. By the time we finish with our habits, we have no more motivation or reward chemicals and we feel low or depressed.

Ancient traditions and initiate schools also known as spiritual self-improvement schools prescribed fasting. Fast is to abstain from food from sun rise until sunset, some may up even overnight. This allows the body to reset from the external senses. It is a temporary boost.

Because the flesh or the body is nullified by abstaining from the pleasure of eating you will be put into a self-reflective state. In this state, it will be easier for you to connect with your subconscious mind and make changes to your habits and behaviors. Fasting, prayer, and mediation take you out of the routine loop. The mind is not used to having a break in the sequence.

Consciousness and Awareness as Two Distinct States of Being

Awaken Consciousness



Here are some things to ponder

You can live unconsciously

You have dreams and do things without consciousness

You at your base state are pure awareness

You are at your highest state you are pure conscious Awareness 

 From awareness, awareness consciousnesses are born

Through consciousness, you can increase your awareness

The merging and rounding out of both consciousness and awareness is what gives birth to superconsciousness.

A worm is aware but does not have much consciousness

consousunesness is the light-bringer and we can turn our consciousness, whatever amount we have to shine it on our eternal permanent awareness.

IN this way the awareness feeds the consciousness, increasing it.

ONce increased consciousness can be taken to the realm of dreams and one can have conscious experiences rather than uncsnoisu n experiences.

All consciousness must be increased and accumulated during the waking state.

Consiosune awareness uses human faculties of self-reflection i\unlike other creatures here, we take our consciousness and shine it on our awareness, our being, creating inner stillness, and immovable equilibrium.



Technique as Taught by the Taoist Masters: Turning the Light Around Daily

Take your attention and place it on your breath, then take your consciousness and become consistent with the awareness that is aware of the breath.

Watch yourself until no thought exists. Do this by watching your train of thought but not getting involved in them. Watch yourself intill no thought exists except the pure awareness even behind the witness.

This technique transmutes energies that are normally extended outward toward the external world. The 5 senses act as spotlights for the sadness to shine upon surfaces of the material realm. 

Instead of fantasizing about future scenarios or past scenarios the, and is turned upon the indwelling self and is stilled by the pure witness or the one that is aware that is in no way manifest on the physical plane but is the spiritual unmanifest atom or higher individuality or soul ego.

Christ and Krishna Mysteries

I have learned over the years that Jesus is the sun going through the 12 zodiac.. the sun represent the atman.. I am the truth the light and the way… He is not talking about a historical man… He is talking about the super soul and the father would be the bagavan in eastern terms … So Jesus was crucified at golagatha… Golagatha means place of the skull… He died at 33.. there are 33 vertebrates in the spine .. the place of crucifixion is in the brain.. he says I Am the lamb of god… Well that’s Aries.. Aries motto is I AM… Sara and Abram or brama and Saraswati … Christianity was corrupted by Rome and then pushed down people’s throats … I love Krishna I chant every day I read the bagavagita srimad bagavagatam the upanishads the Bible the new testament etc because to me it is all past times of bagavan and super soul and jiva.. this is not an atheist approach. sadly most who apply the literal become atheist in time….religion and literal interpretation does help though to an extent , ever notice how every Bible story can be made into a kids show? And also ever story of Krishna ? But why in our 200 years or 500 years why is there no kids shows ? Type in Bible in YouTube and nothing but kids shows pops up.. it is hard to make kids shows out of history this should become apparent .. it is spiritual science… So the book is about God… And the sun is the visible symbol of the Creator in which the book is about …

Mysteries of the Soul Incarnation: What the Ancients Meant When They Talked About Life and Death

We will be discussing the mysteries of death and the incarnation of the soul into matter. And how the ancients knew, that when the ancient texts were describing the death of the soul, it was talking about the incarnation of the physical body. They’re using a play on the words I’m going to be using some information from Alvin Boyd, from Lost Keys to the Scriptures, as well as from my website with some information that I’ve gathered there. And we’re just going to be talking about how our physical life here in the physical realm in our waking everyday state, was the death of the soul. Now, when the soul was in the supernal realm, it was free, liberated, glorious, immutable, and free of conditions, and when we decided to descend and physically incarnate, a part of us died to become entombed in matter. When the Bible talks about the wages of sin are death,  notice how if you sin it doesn’t kill you physically because it’s talking about a play of words. When we sin in this transcendental realm of the spirit realm, our soul descended into the physical realm and died metaphorically or figuratively. We came from the causal plane, which is unlimited in nature. In ancient schools and philosophies, it was known that physical embodiment was a death to the soul. The physical body and the soul being entombed with the cross of matter is as much death as the eternal soul can experience.

 Welcome to the land of the living dead. Do you remember all those skeleton stories and scary skeleton decorations for Halloween? Well, it turns out the joke is on us. We are figuratively but honestly dead. The truth is the home of the soul is eternal and splendid. And unlimited. We have formed there, but we are formless, immutable, in the eternal realm. We do not have to sit and wait for the bus. We never stub our toe or have to do labors work. These things are the Land of the Dead, aka living a human life. Alvin Boyd Kuhn explains this in his book, The Lost key to the Scriptures, “the ancient philosophers, and writers of the dramas of ancient holy books knew it was common knowledge that the words death, physical incarnation, and life meant life hereafter in the realm of the Spirit. This means that we became cognizant of life here when we had our first “I am experience”, which was the day that we died and entered into the tomb in the realm of the Living Dead, which is why we have a skeleton body. Notice our skeleton-like structure. Yes, we’re spiritual beings, eternal souls. But don’t forget we are in bodies and we do have the skeletal system we are our nature, it is a skeletal nature. And because we descend into this realm, as the hermetic philosophy would say, we descend through the seven spheres, the seven planets, and incarnated in the physical realm, we took on characteristics of limitation, one of those being in a physical body made of bones. This is due to Saturn, nature became crystallized and we become entombed or crucified into matter. We are spiritual beings, but we have beauty on the outside, but on the inside, we’re all skeletons. We wake up every morning as a skeleton. The joke’s on us. So when we first became cognizant of life here when we had our first im experience, my was when I was three years old, I was sitting in my little chair eating food and I remember seeing an airplane go across the sky, and that’s my first memory my first “I am cognitions.” Before that, you’re kind of in an unconscious state. So, we are mortal here and have to live by certain limiting laws. This is coming from the perspective of inner knowing that we are eternal and there is no such thing as death, such as complete termination of existence. So this is helping us to understand that yeah, we are dead. But we are immortal. So this is as dead as we can get. Our physical bodies are well alive. My heart is beating. I have experienced it every night and day. But compared to our unlimited nature, we are considered dead. And that’s why in the Garden of Eden, God says Whoever eats the apple so surely death will come upon. We ate the Apple, we did die but because our mortal death was the physical body, we became entombed in matter. So we suddenly transition to body form, we should all sit in amazement in awaiting the day we resurrect or leave this realm. Our final day here will be our transition to the realm of the living souls.  We’re going to be talking about how the soul descends into the matter from the subtle realms of cause to the physical manifestations of effect, and how we transverse back into the eternal realm, hence, resurrection esoterically. So in this realm to have the soul in the body, this body that was once a tomb for the soul or a cross for the Spirit then becomes a womb for the newly resurrected life hereafter, we have to follow the eternal principles of birth, death, and sacrifice. Why do we have to do this? Well, because in nature, the sun does this as above so below the sun births it gives birth to itself after wintertime on December 21. The light increases, in the same way, our soul fire increases and then it goes into a mature state in summer and then starts declining again. Without the sun, there would be no life, without the internal Spirit of God who descended into the physical realm and gives life to our organisms, these physical bodies, there would not be this experience, hence the sacrifice.So every day when we go out to feed our families and help our neighbors, and do charity or look out for each other, we’re sacrificing we’re doing labors, but at the same time, we’re giving birth to new qualities. So birth death and sacrifice are very important, as carried out in our lives. We all have someone sacrificing themselves for us by taking care of us and we have had to take care of others or sacrifice our desires for other people’s benefit. This is all a form of sacrifice. Here we are also taught about death. So as a child, you may learn about it through a parent animal that sits on the side of the road laying motionless or you may have a pet that died or grandparents, we come face to face with the mysteries of death, here in this physical realm because we as eternal souls need this lesson. Nothing happens for no reason. You’re born here and know very well about cemeteries and more than that everybody dies. Here’s the tomb of the soul. We are walking sculptors for the inner soul, need to give birth and become born again to the true-life qualities we need to put to death undesirable conscious elements within our souls here now. This is the only realm in existence where the soul can make improvements, and learn certain important lessons to take with it on its life journey is important to know that the soul had to die to manifest here in a womb. This womb we are born in is our physical mother’s womb. But we are born into the heavenly subtle dimension, seven dimensions so we’re first spiritually born in the seventh dimension. We had a spiritual womb that produced us. Now when we descend to the physical realm we’re also produced by a female womb or mother. And that womb is also a tomb. So we’re entombed in matter, we die to the soul incarnates into a physical body, then we’re born into a womb, and then we return to the tomb for the womb of creation. But now we’re mature souls that have now experienced this world of pain and pleasure in duality. The reason why I want to bring this up is that this changed my life in perspective. This allowed me to see and understand this is when I was initiated and understood finally, that physical life as we know it in these physical skeletal bodies is death to the soul. When you are put to death, also undesirable conscious elements within our souls are eliminated here and now. This is because it’s the only realm in existence that the soul can make improvements on itself. We learned certain important lessons and take them with us on our life journey. So it’s important to know that the soul had to die to manifest here in the womb, that this womb was born in his or her physical mother’s womb. When we’re born into a heavenly sub-dimension. We had a spiritual womb that produced us. The physical body that is produced here is the tomb for the soul and the cross we have to bear. So if we labor and put to death, the inner inhumane elements that are not so good, We put them to death because of the metaphor of death or the Tarot card, death notices a skeleton and he’s on the white horse, the White Horse of purity. Because you know what death has overtaken the soul, come entombed with matter. the symbolism of the card is very deep. We experience death every day we go to sleep, sleep is the cousin of death you experience a miniature death to prepare for the final day that you resurrect from the tomb of matter. So I’d like to share a couple of quotes from Alvin Boyd Kuhn, Lost key scriptures PAGE 13 of Alvin Boyd Kuhn. Sorry, I lost keys to the Scriptures. He’s an initiate who understood the esoteric meaning of the scriptures that the body was home with the soul in its condition of death than it was the grave the tomb the sarcophagus itself sure the mummy case of the soul. 

“And so one finds the sages referring to the physical corpus of man, as the prison, the underground dungeon, the pit, the cave, and finding the tomb of the soul. This life they said was the Souls Day, as conversely, the soul’s free life in the higher worlds was the body’s death. The modern mind knows no meaning applicable to the word death, which does not connote the actual existence of life or being. So just puzzle to understand how the subconscious prophets of old could attribute life to the bodily part of man, that does die, or the body part of man that does die.  While representing the dead, the spiritual part that can never die. So what he’s saying is, we have a twist and we think that our physical body which is death to the soul is being alive. And we think that after this body dies, his death which not when we own this body dies, we come to life. And that’s the beautiful secret that I’m here to share with you guys today. Become initiated into the mysteries and understand the truth of who you truly are. Find another part of this throughout through death to life. Or percolate is the first philosopher generally mentioned histories of philosophy gives expression to the conception, which is quite basic for the intelligent approach to this ancient view of the soul’s life in the body. He speaks to the several elements formed by the graduations of atomic composition matter at different levels and says that a lower one lips the death of a higher one, as a higher one dies under the life o, of a lower one. water leaves the death of air, he says, As ever lives the death of fire, is to say that the seed of a higher life must give its vital essence over to a sort of static death. When it projects its energies outward and downward and incorporates them in organisms existing on the plane below its status. So essentially spiritual being or our spiritual being died in the sacrifice itself, and death to the soul to give life to these physical automaton beings, which we call humans, which are little tunes not in a bad way. It’s figuratively speaking, but it’s very poetic. I’m referring to the book of the dead, and we understand that the ancient Egyptian Book of the Dead is not really for people in the afterlife. It’s for us because it’s the book for the dead, we’re dead because they’re referring to spiritual life above this realm as being alive and when we’re incarnate into these fleshly bodies as death. And if you don’t understand that, then it could be confusing when you’re reading these books. Could a deceased person take his Book of the Dead with him and use it as a manual for his conduct in the land of spirits inaudibly, a book must be meant to appear for creation to the life of the world in which it was produced and in which it could be read and to edit by the life lived therein. So saying that the Book of the Dead was translated was supposed to be translated as the day of manifestation or the Coming Forth by Day. This sounded more suggestive of the resurrection and death. And sure enough, the very first chapter of the collection dealt with the resurrection the puzzle deepened, but it was not to find its amazing resolution until sometime later. So for those whom they dubbed the dead are ourselves to living humans, the antique tome of supernal wisdom and transcendental knowledge was after all, not as budge and all the other big lingual scholastic stock, written for the benefit of the dead and their sense in all periods of Egyptian history. But it was supposed to be written as common logic as they insisted they should be for the benefit of living mortals. “

So even in the Bible when it says to die don’t you know the apple for you shall surely die it’s talking about the Apple because the apples are the torus fields. When you bite the apple you fall into a physical incarnation. And this is where a lot of negative things happen. A lot of deadly things we have quotes say ‘deadly dude ‘’that was deadly.’ We end up being eaten by worms and inhabit a world where it’s possible to go mentally insane, it’s possible to cause harm to others sees in the spiritual realm, those things are not they don’t occur but because we’re physically in entombed in matter. We have to bear the cross of the body, we have to resurrect from the tomb just like Christ did. The Allegory of coming forth from the tomb. The Spirit blossoms from matter and maintains its individuality forever in eternal progression. And this was the purpose of life. But it’s an initiation to comprehend and meditate on the fact that the soul died to give birth to this physical body. And when this physical body dies, we return to the land of the living. 

Alchemy: The Royal Science of Self Transformation

The 12 labors of Hercules are symbols, of the trials and initiations of the Soul as it incarnates into the physical dimension. Hercules is the Sun as the Sun voyages through the 12 signs it is said to triumph or conquer them. At certain times during the year, the Sun seems to be conquered by the forces of darkness. This is played out in our individual lives when we are tempted by our desire and fall into them. We lose the bliss of Spring. Spring always is a symbol of bliss and happiness and fertility. These forces can be awakened and renewed in each individual, Each individual is a microcosm of the macrocosm. The 12 labors of Hercules, as well as the 12 apostles, relate to inner soul qualities that are activated through our life.

The 12 stages of initiation are each attributed to an alchemical change within. The 12 stages are also accompanied by 7 phases. 12 and 7 are the key numbers. 12 is God or creator, the intelligence, 7 is the force, the creations the perfection or emanation of the 12


Aries rules Calcination, this is the process of purification through fire. A metal or substance is heated up to a high temperature without melting it. This is used to purify the material and remove impurities through a subtle flame. This happens to us when we become aware of the constant inner fire of consciousness. This inner I Am is the power of Aries, the individuality of the Soul. It is the first that emanates from the Father it is cardinal fire. When we become aware that we are a soul inside of a body and become aware of our true self, then we begin the calcination process.
The second Alchemical process is Coagulation. Coagulation is ruled by the zodiac sign Taurus. When our consciousness is refined, we are completely identified with the eternal self. This inner awareness becomes unmistakable and unshakable. Taurus is the bull we become firm in our self-knowledge. Aries is I AM and Taurus is I have. We become aware of the inner word within and that every word we emanate is an act of creation. The air is the masculine spirit the throat is feminine. This is is why the throat resembles the female sexual organ. With Taurus we become fixed in our consciousness we no longer identify with the body. As Hercules goes through the labors he initiates changes within. The soul qualities are awakened. Each quality is like a petal on a flower. The heart chakra has 12 petals. Once each one is awakened and we regain our inner qualities. Each of the 12 qualities is related to a cranial nerve. The 12 nerves regulate the 12 processes of the body, there are 12 systems each in are refined and perfected through the great work of alchemy.

Fixation is the third alchemical process within and is ruled by Gemini.
This occurs when a metal or substance is transformed into an uncomputable form. The heat was applied in calcination and coagulation. Taurus finally creates a perfected form. This process is ruled by Gemini the human or adam Kadmon the perfect man or woman. This is when the inner change begins to manifest in our actions and our outer world rather than just within. We begin to separate the observer form the observed. We see life form the third person perspective and begin to practice the art of self observation. This allows us to have a crystallized personal center of consciousness that is no longer distributed among the mechanical modes of the mind.

The 4th Stage of the Alchemical Process is Ruled by cancer and is called dissolution. Similar to the Crab. withdrawing into its shell we begin to withdraw from the external world and go within. This is where we begin to have inner experiences in the astral plane and begin to awaken our composure on the inner planes of existence. Normally we are so to living our life with our senses pointing outward and our outer realities. Cancer is ruled by the moon is our intuition and our imagination, When this becomes activated we become awakened in the astral plane. Once we are here we can begin purifying our subconscious minds and receiving guidance format the inner planes that hero points us in the right direction.

The 5th Stage of the Alchemical Process is Ruled By Leo the Lion. This phase is related to Digestion. Leo is the will of the being. Through this stage of the Alchemical process, one masters the will and utilizes it to overcome the lion. The lion is tamed and one becomes a king or queen of the inner kingdom. We will be further discussing this process in a future post.

The One in Three: The Eternal Rays of Deity

The entire substratum of existence lies upon the foundation of the supernal 3. The Father, the Mother and the Child. We see two polarities male and female which split from the one unified duality. When these come to together on a macrocosmic level a third is created. This is the the consciousness the Christ. The first begotten. From this consciousness the third aspect all things are created. The three function as one. It is not that it is three separate Gods, or that God is three different people. The three coexist eternally and as one. In the Eastern System we have the three eternals: Bhagwan the supreme personality or God, The world,[matter or prakrit], and finally the unlimited manifest multiplicity of soul AKA children of God.

On a microcosmic level the Father and the Mother come together and the third that is manifested is the child, on an internal level it is knowledge. When love and wisdom come together the two separate eternal unified rays of deity then they manifest the third principle. knowledge or to know. The knowledge ofg ood and evil or of polarity. That is to be the many of the One. The separate conscious beings that are the offspring of the union of the two divine polairites or the father and mother,

The sky can be seen as the Father, and the Earth or Matter the Mother, the Sky impregnates the Earth and the third principle which is the cosmos in and of itself self or the conscious embodied individual beings being the third aspect. Aleph the first Hebrew letter represents air or space, but on a more subtle level. The Akash, the emanation from counterspace. This space or spirit moved upon creation and manifest myriads of beings. The beings exist in the space embodied or intombed in matter to be formed and fermented to continue there maturation process in the higher realms of existence. The eternal Father and Mother principles are the substratum of estsience. Right now if we turn our attention within we can commune with the Father who is in Secret or the Ancient of Days Kether, the inner space within. The Mother is our surroundings or the field. The field is the 5 elements, ether, fire, air, water, earth, as well as our thoughts, our feelings, and the people around us as well all makes up the field of the our existence. Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita says one who knows the knower and the field have true knowledge, to have knowledge of the invisible self operating the physical human body. The child of our life is our experience as an individual child of light with a personal point of consciousness or a eternal center which the entity or the knower operates from that point on. Before this individualized conscious state the being was submerged in the bosom of the Eternal Creator as an individualized essence or seed. The essence descends and manifest as beings in material realm to gain knowledge of good and evil and to develop love and wisdom out of the animalistic nature. From this realm we go to higher realms or lower realms depending on what is needed to reunited the soul from whence it came. Here on the physical plane we have love for our Father there is a yearning. We cherish deeply the love of our mother or mother figures. These are the physical manifestations of the invisible Father and Mother the supernal creators. In the Easter system it is Krishna and Radharani the eternal couple which produce all other beings. We have Krishna the one, Rada the second, and the souls the third or child principle

In our day to day life the conscious mind manifest as the child of the subconscious mind being impregnated by the superconscious mind or the father hence the symbol of the immaculate conception. The light of invisible father is always creating visible beings with the help of his eternal spouse Mary Magdalene, Rafarani, Isis etc.

The 4 States of Consiousness

The Greeks knew about the 4 states of consciousness. The bible is based of Greek and Eastern Mysticism. It speaks in code and is symbolic in nature. They designated different levels of consciousness to the 4 elements. The 4 Tattvas of the Eastern Wisdom and the Gods of the elements are well known throughout all traditions. The bible is an alchemical spitual manual that shows how humans go through spiritual evolution into different states of consciousness.

Earth , Alpha ,Body

Water, beta, Emotions

Air, theta, Thoughts

Fire ,Delta , Will

These are the states of consciousness we go through when we are alert and wake we are in alpha and beta, when we are in the flow of thought and disengage from conscious task and go on auto pilot we enter theta, delta is deep sleep. Different levels of information can be retrieved from these different levels of consciousness. The yogi or mage can put his or her self in these states of consciousness at will. Mediation gives us access to these slower rates of consciousness, deep sleep delta being the slowest brain waves.

The bible goes deep into the deeper layers of consciousness using the elements as an allegory for the states of consciousness.

We see Jesus walking on water, or saying to meet me in the clouds or the air level of consciousness. This is when we access the silent mind. John the Baptist says , “I baptize with you water but the one whose shoes I am unworthy to unbuckle baptizes with fire and the holy spirit” in reference to smaadi or the highest state of consciousness bring the deepless state to the waking state. We meet Jesus “coming in the clouds”. This is all allegory referencing the different levels of consciousness we can reach.

It is good to go to sleep with a question in mind or a problem to solve and allow the the theta mind set to free flow thoughts and ideas. We can enter this state through relaxation and rhythmic breathing. We enter the vigil state which is right before we fall asleep. We can utilize this state of consciousness for spiritual insight as long as we have intention dn are aware and receptive to what we are seeking.

The Three States of Consciousness

Adi Shankara Quote: The witness of the three states of co...

Waking, dreaming , and deep sleep. We the witnesses are beyond these states of consciousness. We have participated in them sense we got our first taste of I am here in incarnation. If we become diligent during the times of sleeping and waking we can get a glimpse of the the one who participates in these states of being. The three states are separate from the one who experiences them. We need to separate these three states of consciousness and recombine them this so the work.of the yogi or alchemist.

We do this by first bringing full awareness and becoming totally awake during the waking period of consciousness. That means remembering oneself from moment to moment and not falling into fantasy or daydreaming or getting lost in train of thought. Through constant practice of self awareness and mediation we can become fully aware and have an unbroken stream of consciousness during the waking state.

Connect With the Inner Giver

Kabbalist taught that the universe is made up of a duality between the almighty bestower which is known as the creator and the receivers which are the creation and all of the myriads of beings within creation. Each being has its inner giver within. We all have our inner father. This is the bestower.

Kabbalist taught that humanity gradually develops this inner aspect of giving. By nature we are receptive, as souls we want to gain experience and have things happen to us and receive from the bestower. We are able to tap into a huge reservoir of unconditional love if we change the polarity and activate our inner giver. If we activate the inner giver we can know that are actions will be unselfish and we will enter the transcendental plain of consciousness.